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hello guys :D well i hope new year was totally awesome for all .. mine was great .. new year eve with my family and my new year with my love .. we din realli go out far or anything .. we went to the newly opened sembawang shopping centre. well not bad la that mall .. nothin so great yeat i guess. . we were walkin around but there wasnt any nice place to dine in .. soooooo.. we went to north point .. we had a simple long john meal .. and yup he broght me to his grandparents place at yishun .. trust me the grandpa is super cute .. haha .. had lots of fun .. took a cab back home .. and reached hoe at around 11 plus .. when i am suppose to reach much earlier ... new year was indeed fun .. even though there were bits and pieces of drama between us it ended just like the way i wantd it to ... well... i just hope and pray all my years would be with this sweetheart of mine .. sometimes i know i don behave like the way he always wanted me to behave ..sometimes i can bee a little too self fish and stubborn and want things my way .. i am sorry ..i will change this fucked up attitude of mine .. never wanna lose hime .. yeah ...my new year resoultion ..(1) Earn more money (2)study hard and smart (3) be more patient (4) control my anger (5) change my ways for my sathish and family (6) believe in GOD (7) believe in my relatonship(8) Treasure him more(9) Treat people with more respect (10) LOVE THE WORLD
so much more actualli .. lol
i have to stop now .. before my supervisor comes in ,, i am suppose to be watchin out for my customers not bloggin .. but .. its super boring .. i just painted my nails .. and now i am bloggin .. see what i mean .. ITS FREAKING BORING >>I am lookin forward to another job .. somethin more exciting ..this job is super borin and the working hours are LONG GGG.... i hate it ..SUNDAY BURN !!!!haiz .. hopefully i can get the job i want .. well guys .. mu supervisor in sitting right beside me now .. she will start naggin at me for servin the net during work .. bla bla bla ... all that shit la ..
k guys ..
hope the year will be a woonderful year for all .. remember everythin happens for a reason .. god bless you all :D

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15 more min to 2009 ..
well it had been indeed a tough year ..
unexpected stuffs .. well both good and bad ..
thank god for bringing wonderful people into my life ..
i hope things would be better in the coming year ..
and look forward to spending all my yeard with my family and SWEETHEART SATHISH !!

GOD BLESS YA ALL !!
ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYS
HAPPY NEW YEAR

i would like to take these opportunity to sek forgiveness from those whom i have hurt or treated badly .. SO sorry

I LOVE YA ALL

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Helllo :) well christams is just two days away .. am so excited .. well tml i will goind down to sathish place for his CHRISTMAS party .. well i am indeed excited .. am gonna camwhore like crazy lol .. well i have to keep it cool as i might be seeing unwanted faces.. well i dont want to let these people more like (*****) to spoil my day .. will be going over with my sisters .. EXCITED !!

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well ... i am so so freaking bored .. things isnt really good at home now .. the relationship between my sister and mother isnt really going on that well.. i cant always be taking the blame for everything .. i cant afford to keep quiet when i am accused for things that i never did .. i am so so fed up with the things happening at home .. sometimes i just feel like staying out late and just return back home to sleep .. its that irritating at times .. sometimes it hurts to know that my family members don really understand what i am going through and all .. it really hurts .. =(
well i hope things get better as time passes .. as they say " time will heal all wounds"
i wonder how true that is ..
well i miss my call centre buddies .. i only get to meet them when i exchange class with them .. thats the only time i get to see and talk to them .. i really miss hui huan .. haiz =(
well look on the bright side next WEDNESDAY the afternoon batch would be joing our batch for attachement .. yipeeee =) thats good news ..
well yesterday i was waiting for sathish til 530 but unfortunately he had to report at mediacorp immediately .. i followed him till NOVENA and headed home .. i really miss the times i use to spend the whole day with him.
trust its a hectic schedule we have .. and it SUCKS !
but he was sweet enough to find time for me ... =) love him and u just need him =))
i am super super bored .. i was told to watch a video by my good buddy online but he gave me a stupid video to watch ! and its plain DISGUSTING !!! i so hate him for this .. i don know want to explain the video coz i shut the window once i saw the girl eating her own shit !! purlease i cant continue watching that !! eeeeewwwwwwwwwWWWW

i so wanna sleep now but i am not sleepy . contradicting isnt it ? haha well thats me for now .. so lost in my own world filled of thoughts ..
i just wanna spend time alone reflecting upon myself ..
i just wanna be alone for now ... till sathish calls me =)


well guys .. thats all for today ..
god bless you all ..
keep smiling =)

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K well i know i haven been updating my blog lately .. just that i am plain lazy .. haha
well i was taken back by some things that happened on my buddy Atiqah birthday .. well shocking .. well you will never know why and how people change .. well to SERI and ATIQAH ! i will still be your super duper sweet friend =) no no wait sweetest friend ;)
well i am actually in the hunt for job !! i need money so badly .. i am like in a position where i cant even buy any clothes i want ..
my line got terminated but luckily someone was kind enough to pay for me First .. thanks sweetheart ..
i cant get anything i want .. i feel so useless and lifelesss without money ...
and .. my second attachement at eldc is super SLACK !! its from 8.30 to 1 .. time passes so fast .. the supervisor teaches us how to handle flash .. how to create a movie and stuff .. stuffs that i am not really interested about .. the good thing about this attachment is we have FREQUENT BREAKS .. one moment he will say 30 min break another minute he would say take a 15 min break .. and my favourite is .. i am done with the lesson .. you can start on your project .. yipeeee! lolx
i always leave class to meet my friends and sathish .. haha
its slacking but kind of fun .. i don know whether i can upload the stuffs i have done .. but i will try to .. its funny .. hahaaha
well this attachment is basically working on client projects .. its kinda cool .. we have to make our own web games and all .. but not really my type ..
well back to the job hunting .. i have appiled for a job in my campus human resource link for a job at watsons .. ntuc learning hub and sentosa .. i have to go down for an interview tml .. hopefully i get a job soon .. i have so many things to buy and settle ...
i have to be all set to welcome the new year .. time really passes fast !

well i am suppose to be having captain ball practice in school today due to some event ity is cancelled . i was so looking forward to the practice but unfortunately it was cancelled ..
nvm .. hopefully it dosent happen the next time round .. * fingers crossed*
i am in the school library .. waiting for sathish call .. nothing much to do .. so yeah decided to update my blog ..
hmm ya ... surprisingly i am getting back in touch with my primary school buddies .. ANDY PRAKASH, MIN HUI, HUI ZHEN, AMANDA ... haha .. they want to organize a gathering soon .. cant waitto meet those guys .. they have indeed changed alot !

well ... i think i have said enough .. the guy beside me using another PC .. is more bothered about my work than his *irritated*

well guys .. have a blessed day
god bless you all

and hui huan -- I MISS YOU !!

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well here is it ATIQah! always wanted to tell my friends out there how ATIQAH one of my closest buddy was entertaining me in my secondry school ..
well AITqAH is a mixture of a clown and a psycho.. oops ..well she was one reason why i enjoyed my sec skool life and the reason why i would look forward to school every day . I have to admit in one way or another she always made my day.. BElieVe it ... SHE IS A STUDENT COUNCILOR -= lolz .. weird ryte .. she is a noise box ..
well , atikah and me were classmates since sec 3 but trust me we never got along when we were in sec 1 and 2 . we were in diff class ... she wld call me names and i wld make fun of the way she tied her hair .. oopss . sorry .. this all started because she and her friends were sweeping red ants towards us when the ants were comig towards them .. brainless atiqah could have swept it in another direction or killed it but this brainy and her friends swept it towarsd us .. we were so pissed .. thats when all this fighting started .. lol ..
well UNFORTUNATELY we added up in 3/3 class .. we didnt really talk much .. we ended up in the same art class . thats when we started to talk more frequently .. we use to laugh at the way we used to throw words at each other ... lolx childish
in sec 4 all the malay and indian girls were made to be sitted at the back row of the class .. and atiqah was sitting with me .. thats when all the drama begin in 4/3
we would do nonsense at the back .. i still rmb .. we vandalised the back wall of the class . we wrote our names as remembrance when we were leavin school together with the other malay girls .. we would talk and share ghost stories ... Atiqah and me were famous for fightin .. we would fight for hours and laugh about it ..
i rmb the white flag joke where lidiyanah was taking a video of us .. it was freaking funny ..
and how we used to gossip abt teachers and bully new teachers ..lolx ..
i realli enjoyed the serious times where we would be doing maths again and again together ..
and those times where we will go im depth with what life is all about ..
TRUST ME ATIqAH IS DISGUSTING !! lolx
haha ..
well well .. i am having a good time laughin now thinking abt the times i had with atiqah and the other girls ..
thank sou so much girls .. you made my sec school life a memorable one ..
lOve you all

p.s - atiqah you should love me more now .. lolx

god bless all

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First of all i would like to wish all my muslim friends a very happy hari raya HAJI ..
well .. today was very boring ...
my day started off at the wet market with my mummy .. i accompanied her to the market along with my daddy . went to do threading ..
well .
the day WAS KINDA boring ..
never went out or anything .. the weather was so good to sleep .. i was sleeping too much today oops Lolx
well .. back to school tml .. well this is my last week of attachment at CRMCC .. will be looking forward to the buffet and the games this friday .. is gonna be fun ..
mt next stopover would be at the ELDC.. its a shift attachment another 9 weeks to burn my time there .. its all about doing projects and all .. more of the digial type .. i hate those animations stuff ... er!!
well . nine week wll be gone in ablink of an eye .. well le me see .. i will be finishing me second attachment in the year 2009 in the in FEB 6 ... at the time of my BIRTHDAY =) i cant believe i am turning 19 . woooh..i am getting old man .. but i don seem to behavin such ..
well i just hope everything turns out wel for me and my loved ones ...

well ... looking forward to the new year .. lol .. its jst so fast ..
i will be inyear 3 next year ..
woh.. i don wan to think much ..
well .. thats al guys ...
nothing uch to write t0day ..

god bless you all.
have a blessed nite =)

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Just came back home after having dinner with sathish love at CauseWay Point .. We were deciding between PIZZA HUT, SEOUL GARDEN, SWENSONS, GELARE than eventually we ended up eating at MAC !
trust me the double mac Spicy is effing stomach filling ..
its nice to have late dinners with sathish .. and we are looking forward to more of such late dinnerss.. its fun .. after havin dinner at mac .. we were walking around CWP and went to time zone to have such fun ..
lolx .. its dam fun !!
i met hime yesterday too .. whole day with him . it was indeed very fun .. well i have known and been sathish for nearly two years and he have never failed to keep me happy .. he is one a kind and i am proud to say he is part of my life no no my life :)
trust its a never ending relationship ..
k well ..
i just saw my friend's SERI naSHuha blog .. got reminded of my sec school days at AES .. Sec 3 and 4 were totally fun .. i was havin totally awesome girls around me ..
SERI
ATIQAH
LIDIYANAh
HAYUUN
AFIDAH
SARAH SHALINI
AFIDAH
These girls were totally awesome .. al of us were sitted at the back of the class .. right at the back of the class in a straight row .. and we were called BACKSTREET GIRLS by most of the teachers .. coz ..we would make so so much of noise but do our work efficiently ..
those were the days man ...
the white flag drama between me and atikah ..
the gossips btw me and lidiyanah
the sharing sessions with shalini
the ice creams with SEri
the life talkings with atikah and hayuun afidah
were so so fun .. and memorable ..
really miss those days ..
how all of us would gang up and not come to school ..
the fights and how we would joke around ..
we always had somethind new to talk about ..
i just wanna meet this girls soon
I MISS YOU GUYS :) YOU GUYS WERE ONE OF THE BEST
ILY
well .. i am getting emotional now .. well let me finish my post with some pic i took with my love :)

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its a never ending love story .. so to all thos bitches out there who wants to bring this to an end .. **** off
i cant tolerate such nonsense ..

p.s - sorry for the inappropriate language

god bless u all

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Hello :)
Well its freaking early now .. its 10.17 .. i am so so bored !
I am actually at my call centre .. I am done with my report that means i am like free till 5.30pm. Threre is still a long long way way to go ..
i am feeling very down now of the things i heard i just cant believe it .. but still i think i noe who to trust ..
life never seem to work ryte for me at tymes when there is happiness there is too much of them and when there is sadness there is too too mush of them..
Sometimes i wonder why people think prettiness is all about being fair .. FAIRNESS! so pissed ..
k i have to admit i am not fair .. but why is it no one wants to see the inner beauty .. how a girl or even a guy is in the inside .. why is it always abt the outside ..
LOOKS CAN BE DECEIVING .. why cant anyone understand that ?
Guys seem to be attracted to girls whom are dressed inappropriately and girls are attracted to those who dont even know what they want in life ...
why is it always like that >. all the people i know go thriugh such things ..
i know this post is so so random .. but these are some questions that has been deep within me since i started to realise what the world really is ..
To tell you the truth when i was in secondary school i never gave a dam abt relationships all i did was to wait for the one whom i really wanted to be with and i am glad i found someone like after 18yrs of waiting .. but when i was in sec school i never came across girls whom would gossip whome would bad-mouth about people right behind their back never came across girls whom would just move from one guy to another .. never came across with girls whom would flirt woth another guy when theu have a guy .. i mean i swear i never came across girls or guys telling me their partner cheated on them .. but u stepped into poly thats when i saw the other part of the world .. i mean what is the world coming into .. its horrendous ! i din know girls could be this cheap i din know guys could be this bad ..

why cant guys and girls remain loyal to the one they love .. if they find it so hard to be loyal than why do they still wanna hold on the relationship .. so much for trusting !
Why do guys always go after girls whom are bad and carry a horrible image .. guys you are just plain STUPID !
girls why do you all go behind guys whom dont even know the value of you !

Er !! FUCKED UP WORLD !!
SELFfish PEOPLE !
DISGUSTING PEOPLE !
all i wan to pray to god now is .. GOD BLESS THIS WORLD WITH HOLY WATER

p.s- this post has nothin got to do with whats happening in my love life .. i am gifted to get someone like him.. proud to say he is my someone special .. I loVE him :)

to all those whom find it hard to be loyal !
SLAP YOURSELF ! and slap yourself real HARD !!

and to those sweethearts whom love sincerly .. continue to shower your love .. YOUR LOVE KEEPS THE WORLD GOING !

God BleSs you all .

sorry to all whom find this post disturbing ,, if u find this disturbing its proll coz u are feeling GUILTY .. oops !

GOd Bless you all

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Feeling so lethargic now .. can you imagine a whole day staring at your laptop doing your report ! OMG trust me its AWFUL ..
had a very very tiring day today ..
i slept late yesterday i was wathing this hindi movie "SINGH IS KING"
staring AKShaY kumar and Katrina kaif.
It was indeed a very comedy movie ... akshAy kumar will be wearing a turban the whole movie .. i mean its obvious coz the movie title says it all .. well my fav song was " TerI ore" i guess it means getting closer .. trust me the sarees KatRina was wearing was gorgeous. Especially the black one ! it was very beautiful ..
i had a good laugh .. t was a nice movie .. you guys should watch it .. :)

Well this i have to say .. i as on my way to school today .. there is a walk-way leading to my campus . . k well when i was walkin thrugh the walk-way two ladies most probably in their mid-40s were distributing flyers regarding a job . i took one of the flyer ..
in the flyer it was stated .

BraND AMBASSadorS WANTEd
Work Three days per week ( moN.wed.fri)
$60 - $80 per day
7pm to 11pm
Females only .. ( students required)

Well it seemed to be a good deal coz there were paying a good sum of money for 4hours .. i told my friends abt it .. and they said they dont mind tryin to ..
so i gave them a call to ask what the job scope is about ..

i gave them a call .. a lady pcked up the phone ..
I was quite taken aback coz she wast able to speak chinese ! like wth !
she passed the phone to another lady who i was able to communicate with .. the first thing she asked me was Whether i was a Chinese !
I SaiD NO i am an indian ..
than she asked me whther i can speak chinese or hokkien
I said no I am an indian and i only can speak english and tamil
than she sayis ok ..
than i asked her what the job scope is about ..
to my amazement she said ..
you have to work in a canteen .. where you haveto pour beer for foriegn workers .. i was like WTF !
the next ting i said was SORRY ITS OK ! i hung up !
i was like so taken aback !
in all places why should they distribute such flyers outside Polys ..
my friends gave the same reaction !
lol ..

so weird !

well guys i gtg now .. i have to complete my report .. well tc ..
god bless you

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The promised pictures .. have fun seeing :D

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i had a hell of a good time yesterday .. it was our CRMCC games day .. we actually pled AMAZING RACE ..
i had to run with my group members up and down from our call centre all the way to the sports stadium which was feaking far .. my team metes and me were super super exhausted !!! We had to complete certain tasks that were indeed challengingf ..
MEMORY GAME , "EGG" game where we had to secure the egg to make sure it does not break under any circumstances,
THE HOOLA HOOP passing game and finally an obstacle ..
this is how it goes

- you will be blinfolded
- you have to catch marsh mallows thrown into the air with your mouth
- do the hools hoop ( Ooolala ) - spin ten times (FREaking dizzy)
- find a specific card
-and RUN all the way to the start point !

Well we didnt really emerge as the champions but we managed to clinch the secong position.. and We got FREE ICE_CREAM lol
it was fweaking fun trust me .. :)

And For today .. We had an indoor game session . TREASURE HUNT we had to find 40 pieces of paper hidden within the call center and had to do whatever that was written in that paper to earn our points ..
things like
- DANCE LIKE A MONKEY INFRONT OF THE SUPERVISOR
- MAKE THE SUPERVISOR SING A SONG
- ACT LIKE THE OPPOSITE SEX
- FIND FOR 5 $1 coins
- GRIND SOMEONE (EWwwwWW)
- SHOUT CHRISTIANO RONALDO SUCKS ( MY FAV) :)

These were somthings we did there were so much more .. i am actualli havin my lunch break now .. i tot the supervisors are givin us time to do our report but they busted us by saying we have to continue calling !
Er ...i have still one report to complete .. and yup ..

i went to the movies to catch SuryA's latest movie " vaaranam aaiyiram" with my sweets . it was indeed a nice movie .. slow moving but sentimental .. the songs were awesome .. i loved them .. the movie just makes me appreciate what my daddy loves has done from me from the day i stepped into this world .. I LoVE You Pa! :)

well i gtg now .. i will upload the pics we took in my next post .

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THAT LADYY

Her NAme is EShwaRi
She"s 18
She LoVEs Her famIly friends and her LOVEd one and yeah SHE LOVES CHOCOLATES(:

SHE WANTSY

Him:D
New TopS
To Be a MODEL

SCREAM;TALKY

EXITSY

SIsta Loves
Hui Huan
LEsTer
Andy
rachel sweets
chia Sin
MONEsSa
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ApRil
SErI
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